At this point, I don’t even know how I could go on without Jordan.
Everything seems so fucked up. I feel like I can’t take it anymore and I’m falling apart more and more everyday. I try to change things and they get worse instead of better. I just want to give up on trying. I want to run away with Jordan and never look back. I don’t know how much longer I can handle things being like this.
It’s fucking overwhelming. I feel like I’m in pieces.
